Break Time

I’ve decided on one thing. I’m putting everything to a halt these next two weeks until my I’m done with my second job. I haven’t been able to focus on anything lately and feel like shit mentally. After 2/13/15 I’m kicking it into high gear with everything. That means gym dedication x20 (because I secretly […]

The Real Recession

And I’ve tried to forget About all the shit that has happened Things I’ve seen Things I’ve heard How many bullet holes does it really take To see that shit is fucked up How many bombs have to explode To see exactly why people dive into a bottle of booze You question the integrity of […]

Kill Me, Help Me, Save Me

Tornadoes break all my pride Sharks tear me to pieces as I swim through the deafening sound of my own depression …Kill me… Not to bring you down But I’m struggling here and now and I’m still scared of the night Scared of unrest vultures waiting, circling Save me from my beating chest for it […]

Just thinking…

Sometimes I feel like life was easier before Borderline alcoholic walking to the liquor store Sometimes I feel like it was easier going with the flow So much wrong that I just didn’t know Stop or go Fuck Fuck Fuck I’m nervous and it always feels like a blizzard yo Finding your way back is […]